Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Getting Organised

After I packed my clothes/wardrobe, getting dressed in the mornings has become so much easier and quicker.

Next is to pack my work cubicle. It’s a disgrace.

Today I sorted out many things and I must say I feel so much more organised! Clutter is evil! Makes the million thoughts running around in my mind run doubly quickly and doubly haphazardly.

Must. Breathe. And. Grin. It.

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Monday, July 21, 2008

Made my day!

Hi Mrs Squish,

My utmost apologies for failing to reply to your message for the past 21 days. As you had depicted, school life is hectic, I used to be able to loiter around the playground nearby last year with —. Although the time spent was admittedly un-meaningful and rather silly, I enjoyed it as I felt accepted into the community, I believed that happiness came from two basic factors, one which is achieving something, the other being accepted by other individuals.

School has been academically good for me, I was inspired by the new quality of teachers I received, with exception of the English teacher, :P and I worked hard, to come in 15 in the level. Like they say, you will love the subject when you score that A. Socially, on the other hand, I had tried to be more friendly, smile more and keep some of my sarcastic comments to myself ( as well as I could )as advised by you, and hey, they don’t hate me.

I improved relations with — and made some new friends like —. In addition, I became Vice-President of —, went to the — camp and programs, and met some really good people there. Now, I work out, play less computer games and study harder.

Overall, I would like to thank you for your empathy, which is your genius, your talent. For it has changed my life completely, I look into the mirror in my room now, and there is this new feeling that engulfs me, it is… content, happiness, I can say I love myself now, and I owe it to you.

Forever grateful,

Your Ex-student

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Monday, June 30, 2008

Another dollar, another day

Today was quite lovely.

I think it’s always hardest when you actually have to get out of bed. Beyond that, each day actually brings new and exciting experiences.

Take today for instance. I got the morning off to just sit and organise my desk, mail and thoughts. I had time to chat with colleagues, set things straight and do good by my class.

I’m glad :)

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Thursday, June 5, 2008

Musings

Jason only spent about two hours with us, but it was a very enjoyable two hours. 

Somehow, with him, everything seems so simple, so carefree, so much like childhood perhaps. I think it’s because he is rather child-like, or has still managed to retain that touch of innocence or naivete about him, so even when one is being rather mean, catty or condescending, it never does feel like any harm is done. Of course, Bubu would beg to differ, because having a negative thought may lead to one having a negative action (I still remember Boo’s words, which ring true despite his nay-sayers), but that is not the point of this post. 
The point of this post is to celebrate the ordinary, and to be excited, entertained, enthralled and enthused by the simple joys of sitting on one’s cheap, cheerful and comfy couch (I think I’m overdoing the alliteration thing), chuckling at the misadventures of one robotic cat and his idiotic master. With your loved ones beside you, surrounded by chips and the falling light, what more could you ask for? It was an almost magical way to spend the evening, and for awhile I really felt that I had no care in the world. I could lie on my cool, ceramic floor and dream, dream away. I could roll around, giggling and gossiping, and no one would shush me. I could drink long and deep from my beer mug, and burp heartily or sheepishly, depending on the amount of gas. I could bounce around stark naked (Ha actually no lah, your home is a private space which remains public if the front door is open). It was really lovely, and true enough, after he left, Bubu and I seemed to slip back into our private funks, quietly enjoying each other’s company, but the air was thick with quiet desperation and solitude. We both craved for some excitement, meaning, explosion. Misery just loves company.
How interesting isn’t it, to have a holiday where you do nothing, and yet you are not enjoying doing nothing because you know it is denial, or if you are politically-correct, just postponing the inevitable, oops i mean work. Maybe that’s why I can’t seem to feel happy (do not confuse that with contentment, which I mostly have or stressed, which I hardly am) despite chancing upon so many pretty things online. The hours lie before me, waiting for me to fill them with a flurry of agreeable activities such as shopping or reading or sleeping. Yet I feel no joy, only a quiet, secret gratitude that I do not have to deal with what my job entails. 
I think I will try to enjoy the simple joys that my job brings. It’s a positive first step. Time to stop associating simple pleasures with something that is the antithesis of work. There is, after all, much joy to be found and savoured in the classroom, along the corridors, in the lounge, over shared chicken meals and during bumpy car rides.
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Sunday, April 1, 2007

Teachers do more unpaid overtime than doctors

Jonathan Milne
Published: 23 February 2007

Teachers work more unpaid overtime than doctors and nurses, police or top corporate executives. Though their working week has dropped nearly two hours since 2001, new statistics show they still work an average 11 hours and six minutes beyond their paid time. That equates to £9,500 per year at the average teaching wage.

The NASUWT and other teachers’ unions confirmed this week that they are working with the Department for Education and Skills to assess the workload implications of all the Government’s planned school strategies, such as the 14-19 agenda.

The Trades Union Congress has called February 23rd “Work Your Proper Hours Day”, encouraging people to leave work at 5pm.

It suggests bosses take their hard-working staff out for a beer. And it has set up a website so employees can bombard bosses with anonymous emails, reminding them of their unpaid work.

If teachers did all their unpaid hours at the beginning of the year they would not get paid until March 24. For the average worker the date would be February 23.

At some academies and independent schools, such as Eltham college in south London, teachers receive a top-up to recognise the extra work they are expected to do. Danny Cooper, the college bursar, said teachers there receive an “Eltham supplement” of more than £4,000 a year. “It is in recognition that they do go the extra mile, with the time they put into sports and arts and other extra-curricular activities,” he said.

Brendan Barber, TUC general secretary, said there were some real, but slow, signs of progress in education over the last five years as working hours dropped. “But we need to speed this up,” he said. “Regular excess unpaid overtime is a recipe for burn-out and inefficiency. Of course we are not calling for Britain to become a nation of clock-watchers. Most staff are happy to put in some extra time when there’s an emergency or extra pressure of work, but it should not be taken for granted week in, week out.”

The pay agreement for teachers in the state sector does not provide for any overtime – but it is generally expected they will do extra hours coaching sports teams and directing drama productions. Mary Bousted, general secretary of the Association of Teachers and Lecturers said: “Guaranteed PPA time has made a difference – cutting an average of two hours a week – in teachers’ working time, especially among those in primary schools, but more still needs to be done to ensure all teachers have a reasonable work/life balance.”

Chris Keates, NASUWT general secretary, said the falling teachers’ hours showed a trend in the right direction, but were not enough.

“The downward pressure on working hours has not been as marked as we would like it to be,” she said. “I don’t think teachers want to be paid for overtime. What they want is to have a job that has got manageable demands, so they can balance work with their life outside.”

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